Off My Chest

I feel like I need to get something off of my chest, and through my blog is the way I decided to do it. I have to tell you that I am EXTREMELY anxious right now. It may sound crazy to some, but tonight my baby girl starts swim lessons again. I shouldn't really call her a baby anymore, but being my one and only child in this instance I will. This is not the first time that Cas has done swim lessons, in fact, it is the third time. She keeps moving up in the classes as she gets a little better. But for some reason today I have anxiety like you would not believe. I know she is capable, I know that she can do it, but for some reason I am having a hard time with the thought of her being in a pool without me! I know that the place we go has a wonderful reputation where we live, and has produced Olympian swimmers. But for some reason today, I just can't bare the thought. The only saving grace is that Mike will be there with me. Although I will not be in control, I will at least have a shoulder to lean on.

I am sure that Cassidy will do wonderful. I do think it is extremely important that she learns to swim, don't get me wrong, I just can't seem to handle this today.

I just keep telling myself to breath, and this too shall pass...with a prayer to the man above, I hope my anxiety calms itself.

Wish me luck! I will let you know tomorrow how it goes!

Until next post!